moved :)


Written on Jumat, 26 Juni 2009 at 17.24

100 truths

sooey tagged me sumthing long again.. omo (-___-;;)

001. Real Name: fadhila
002. Nickname(s): dhila, dijae, gigiz, nyet, zee, sapi, shia, keisha
003. Age: 15
004. Horoscope: leo
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: SD Taruna Bakti
007. Middle School: SMP Taruna Bakti
008. High School: SMAN 3 Bandung
009. College School: hopefully The One Academy
010. Hair colour: originally black.. but it turned reddish since i dun give it a good care =p
011. Long or Short: medium
012. Loud or Quiet: 80% loud, 20% quiet when bad mood or sleeping
013. Sweats or Jeans: jeans
014. Phone or Camera: phone
015. Health Freak: hummno
016. Drink or Smoke: neither
017.Do you have a crush on someone: yayaya xD
018. Eat or Drink: both
019. Piercings: used to be ears
020. Tattoos: nah
021. Social or Anti-Social: lalaladunno
022. Righty or lefty: righty
023. First piercing: 6? 7?
024. First relationship: 9 xD
025. First Best Friend: who? krisapi mayb?
026. First Award: for *i forgot*, got it when im in playgroup
027. First Kiss: NOTYET
028. First Pet: rabbit, prob?
029. First Big Vacation: big..?
030. First Love at first sight: LOTTA xD but then i forget them fast too
031. First Big Birthday: none big enough..?
032. First Surgery: naah
033. First sport you joined: .. forget

This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice: apple
035. Rock or Rap: depends
036. Country or Screamo: Country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: dunno much abt them
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: christina
039. Night or Day: night TO SLEEP yay
040. Sun or Moon: moon
041. TV or Internet: internet rulez!
042. Playstation or xbox: computer.. hehe xD
043. Kiss or hug: both
044. Iguana or turtle: turtle~ hello there, christopher
045. Spider or bee: neitha
046. Fall or spring: both since i havent experienced them yet xD
047. Limewire or iTunes: .. whats that? =p
048. Soccer or baseball: soccer

049. Eating: air
050. Drinking: air
051. Excitement level: low
052. I’m about to: do random things
053. Listening to: All Angel's Angel..?
054. Plan for today: SLEEP
055. Waiting for: UN to getaway
056. Energy Level: low
057. Thinking of someone: yesh =pp
058. Want kids?: yes, in the future
059. Want to get married?: yes, future
060. When?: 25 mayb. after i get a job
061. How many kids do you want: 2
062. Any name on the mind: oppa~
063. What did you want to be when you were little: painter, manga maker..
064. Careers in mind: animator, illustrator.. still things near drawing
065. Mellow future or wild: NORMAL one
066. Something you would never try: murtad
067. When do you want to die: when i could get into heaven, so now i have to do lotta good things first..

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: depends on situation
070. Shorter or Taller?: taller!
071. Protective or Caring?: in between
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: as long as i lyk it, it would b fine xDD
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: nice arms~
074. Sensitive or Loud?: in between
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: ..normal?
077. Muscular or normal: 1/2 muscular.. like OHWONBIN! :DD miss him soo AWW T__T

078. Kissed a stranger: hell nah
079. Broken a bone: no, thx God
080. Lost glasses or contacts: yea
081. Ran away from home: no, my parents would kill me and never let me go back
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: nuh
083. Killed somebody: noooooo
084. Broken some one’s heart: mayb..?
085. Had your heart broken: HELLYESH
086. Been arrested: no!
087. Cried when someone died: ..not yet
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: i am

Do you believe in
089. Yourself: yes
090. Miracles: yes
091. Love at first sight: nah; they just look at appearance, not heart
092. Heaven: yesh
093. Santa Claus: no
094. Tooth Fairy: nah
095. Kiss in the first date: heckno
096. Angels: yes

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: .. may i keep it privacy? :ppp
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?: yes, except the FINALEXAM thingie!
099. Do you believe in God?: yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

i dun want to kill someone specifically x)

Written on Selasa, 17 Maret 2009 at 07.45! xDD

kyaa kyaa. long time no see y'all! :DD miss ya so muchie! totally miss my graveyard-ish blog, shineendonesia, korean bands indo, ALL OF YAAA xD
guess waht? I FAILED! ive predicted this: i'll get bad scores fo half of the subjects AND IT JUST HAPPENED. well, its not magic, its just a prediction cuz having bad scores now's just like A HABIT fo meeh Y.A.Y >________<;;

today, me+classmates went to the ice rink. hahaaa i need 15 mins or more to remember how to run on ice. and seesh, there was a lil' chinese girl crashed us and haunted us for hours! she called me CICI BOTAK [/bald] cuz i use jilbab, but then i told her my name is TAO MING SHE and then she called me CICI A-SE xDD tehee. but thats much better than my friend. mira was called CICI BROKOLI [/broccoli] bcoz of her curly hair, aci was called CICI BUAYA [/croc], dunno why but tat spoiled brat said tat her nose and teeth looks like croc, WTH?

then we went eat and salat, and when we went back to the rink, her coach already came! HOORAAAY God still loves us! xDDD then we met another 2 lil' girl, much better than the first girl, and they tot us to walk backward xD seems ridikulus cuz were a senior year-er of high school and they're just.. elementary schooler? prob. and we met OUR LOVELY friend agung es titik [/s., i dunno what's that S stands fo; and agung is his name]. he was so AWESOMEISH on ice! but he just tot us abt walking backward too, ALONG WITH TAT TWO GIRLS xD

put aside the ZONKish parts, we met 2 cute boys! one is a coach [whose voice was ultimate weird fo a handsome guy like him], and the other is an ordinary visitor who came with his lil' sis, and santi said that.. when i walked on ice [with weird poses of hand cuz i tried to enjoy the music and add some ballet's hand positions :p] he stared at me? and santi was jealous.. xDD but totally, THEY.WAS.CUTEEE. ^_________^
i wanna see them again! I WANNA KNOW THEIR NAMES! I WANNA MARRY THEM nyahaaa xDD or prob just one of them.
i wanna marry my oppa.
thats just half kidding.

OMOO i must finish the yearbook layout SOON before mar 7~

ps: FI-NAL-LY! oppa [not raffi] texted me! finally, its not me who started a conversation! xDD
and YEAH its not an important thing to talk abt, but he still text meeee kyaaaa x]]

Written on Jumat, 20 Februari 2009 at 04.47

omgah T-T

wat would b worse than final exam? for a schooler history: NO.
heckkkk it was supposed 2 b on 16/2, but i dno wut was tat president edward was thinking: he made a new schedule; our exam will b on 11/2! HELL! and he just told us ysterday!

so yeah. im gonna hiatus 8/2 till 22/2 [more days for remedies :p]. HELL~ bye, shineendo T___T
first day: biologi. stephenie meyer's fave subject? [1. edward and bella met in bio class, 2. she designed vampires' 25 chromosomes, 3. etc]

im currently wanting OWB back >3<

Written on Kamis, 05 Februari 2009 at 03.42

yay xD

well. i aint bothering him and her NO MORE.
cuz now ive already have my special one!

a cool guy--extremely handsome! xD
a guy that i believe can protect me,
and the most important thing;
a guy whom loves me sooo x]



updated, gue baru inget dia pernah mengatakan sesuatu sebelumnya:
[rffi bsa korean lumayan.. stidaknya jauh lbih baik dri gw xDD]

1. light chat
him, "kalo gue yang jadi penjaga elo, gimana?"
zee, "penjaga? .. satpam? bodyguard?"
him, "bukaaan! ya tempat buat curhat, dan lain-lain.."
zee, "oh.. itu. oke."

2. rffi brokeup
zee, "emang naya salah apa?"
him, "yang salah bukan dia, tapi aku."
zee, "salah kenapa pula kau?"
him, "entahlah.."
*kriik* *kriik*
zee, "oppaneun geusarang andwaeyo?"
him, "i love what i protect"

dan seminggu kemudian gue baru nyadar kalo dia pernah mengatakan percakapan no.1 itu
[xDD hahaaa tumben gue lemot & ngga narsis?]

OHEMGEE! xD *snsd mode on* *faints*
and he gave me.. huhu x]] well, SOMETHING SWEET for my new-year-present..
guess what did he said then?

"itu deposito buat ulang taun ke.16 kamu juga lho ya."

ps: thanks to ve & ibnu who has became my inspiration >______<

Written on Rabu, 31 Desember 2008 at 05.27

미안해야 하는거니 / Mianhaeya Haneun Geoni ?

미안한거니 미안해야 하는거니
널사랑하게 되버린걸
내 사랑이 널 많이힘들게
한다는걸 알면서도
아직도 보내지도 못하고있어
이런날 이해한다면
조금 만나다 온다고 해도
나 용서해 잠시만 더

Do I have to apologize? Should I apologize?
I’m falling in love with you
I know my love
has made you suffer

But I can’t forget you
If you could understand me
Please forgive me
although I’m crying again

[Mianhaeya Haneun Geoni -- Sassy Girl Chunhyang OST]


should i apologize? it seems like im the one should be blamed.
it seems like the reason she walked back and tries so hard not to love him is me.
its all my fault. if only i didnt let her know that i call him "oppa"..

i dont want to lose my friends; her, him..
i dont want to hurt them;
but in the same time, i myself dont want to get hurt too.
i still love him.

and now, im feeling like i am the third person.
third persons are totally sucks. ottkhae?

Written on Jumat, 26 Desember 2008 at 06.26

viva absenteeism :D

prob my first time *runaway* from skool bfore skooltime over. but hell yesterday NO TEACHERS came teach us, hell we couldn't tolerate them anymore. fair enough; 17 OF 23 RANAWAY FROM CLASS!

went to Time Zone, and watched TRANSPORTER 3! but everything turned out crap when qisthi's [or tita's?] cellphone rang. it was ferty, telling us that MR.P WAS TOTALLY MAD AT US AND WANT US BACK SCHOOL ASAP. shitt. the film havent even reached the climax yet! WHATTASALTYSQUID!

back to school.. we found out mr.p was NOT that mad, and he preached us forabut 40 or 50 mins. hell. and the only thing i could do was staring at him, eyes full of hatress. [well, staring like thats hard enough; you have to keep your eyes in that position + lessen eye-blinks.. phew, it hurts a bit] he told us there havent such incident lyk this before, almost the whole class ran. oooohreally? the 4th gen of axel said that they ALL once ranaway [a.k.a mabal]. they were ALL, and were just 17/23! baka.

anywaysss. 081223; a date that we can remember fo teh 'book' History of Exeter's Friendship :D
[oh whee, today is 23, thats our total! xDD yet, proud againn]

Written on Selasa, 23 Desember 2008 at 02.22